crazy88amy's Journal

Thursday, November 16, 2006

3:56AM - i would like to give myself to someone...

so today was pretty uneventful. i woke up very late for school and missed the class i have a final in on friday. i did however make it to my history class which i like a lot but we were talking about the holocaust and that is always a downer. and then we watched Y tu mama tombien in my film class. i think that is the name of it. i liked it a lot it is very classy. then about 3 pm i got home and passed out watching tv until about 6 where i dazed in and out of sleep of an hour feeling very chillish. at some pizza then got into the shower. after wards i cleaned up and got my laundry together for tomorrows excursion to my mothers house. then brandon came over after he worked and we hung out for a few minutes and he declared that he was hungry so we went and got food at in and out i personally wasnt that hungry because of the zza we ate so i just had a shake. i was yummy. we then retreated back to my place and played some guitar hero where i kicked his ass then kt called me and then i was really rude and talked to her until brandon left. i felt bad that i was on the phone with her but i miss her a lot so i didnt know what to do. well that was my day raped up in short.

feelings of the day-

feelings of closure is nice, also i am enjoying having a boy who likes me, also i enjoy liking a boy even though it is somewhat scary, travel is in my near future which makes me happy, also tattoos are in the near future which makes me really happy. i enjoy sharing myself with someone else, i think if you can do that you can be happy because i am happy sharing with other people and giving to other people and living life with others around me. on that note.

Current mood:

anxious

Current music: guns and roses

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

3:26AM - i would be happy for you, if you were just happy for me...

im sleepy. tonight i made out with pierce. it was nice until it turned awkward. i usually always make it that way. im gana go to sleep. sex isnt that big of a thing yea know? i dont know. i dont think he wants to with me i am probabley bad.

im tired.

Current mood:

disappointed

Current music: gwen stephanie

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

2:47AM - havent posted in awhile...

well right now i am typing this and there is a boy sleeping in my bed. he is nice. to be honest 7 months ago i didnt think i would be at this point in my life. things have been happening that i wouldnt think would ever. thats fine though, i have gotten somewhat used to change. it is nice some times but also very stressful and confusing. i miss someone loving me i guess. i guess i like it to much. is that desperate? im not sure.

i dont like school, im excited it will be over soon.

okay i dont want to post anything crappy.

Current mood:

calm

Current music: cursive

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Friday, October 14, 2005

9:47AM

i hate hella stupid peole who talk hella shit then say that im the one tlaking shit, its to bad that now everyone isnt that persons friend anymore. i dont really care right now i dont give two shits about him because if he was really my friend he wouldnt tell people i talk shit about them and try to get closer to them and make enemys with all of there friends.

idiot.

outty!

Current mood:

awake